Quit is quit

– PRATIGYA DEUJA, BKT NEPAL

There lot's to write, lot's to say and lot's to vent
Motivational videos doesn't work me on a cent
So many things on my brain that I can't paint
Here and there I have been giving hint but no-one is Saint.

I also confess but he said am a mess
Then I went further and study
But my academic were a misty
No one could say what was going on my brain
Just because I couldn't Paint.

Then they ask me to read few books
But I can't get any hooks
I also thought to drop out an dearn
But I figure out this way I can't learn

Here and there every thing was a mess
Neither I nor my homie could skillfully chess
I then start to guess
Well, what's the case?

I began to write a trailer
Trailer for my each failure
I also applied a formula: try hard untill you die
Then I realized it might be a lie

As nothing was going fine
I couldn't say achievements were mine
Cause they weren't on shine
Life was like a soda with out lime

Somewhere then I read a line:-God gives you what you need ratherthan what you want
With this refined line
Things were getting fine

One day I finally quit and mind was quite
Then I took a step behind and turmoil was kind
By now, I began to understand- a step back can give you a several hack
And when you are tired you are free to slack

And here comes my new mantra...
Quit is quite and turmoil is behind
Swing with wind and let things never get interwined.